F#      F  F#             F 
my misery has enjoyed company 
F#                 F 
and although I have ached 
F#                   F 
I don't threaten anybody 
 
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sometimes I feel more bigness than I've shared with you 
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sometimes I wonder why I quell when I'm not required to 
 
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I've tried to be small I've tried to be stunted 
F#                        F 
I've tried roadblocks and all 
F#                   F 
my happy endings prevented 
 
F#         F                       F#          F 
sometimes I feel it's all just too big to be true 
F#     F                       F#                   F 
I sabotage myself for fear of what my bigness could do 
 
F#        F        F#      F 
fear of bliss and fear of joyitude 
F#        F            F#         F 
fear of bigness (and ensuing solitude?) 
 
F#          F    F#            F 
I could be golden I could be glowing  
F#          F     F#                   F 
I could be freedom but that could be boring 
 
F#           F                 F#         F 
sometimes I feel this is too scary to be true 
F#     F                        F#    F 
I sabotage myself for fear of losing you 
 
F#        F        F#      F 
fear of bliss and fear of joyitude 
F#        F            F#         F 
fear of bigness (and ensuing solitude?) 
 
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this talk of liberation makes me want to go lie down 
B            A#                    B               A# 
under the covers til the terror of the unknown is gone 
 
F#          F   F#           F      F#           F 
I could be full I could be thriving I could be shining 
F#         F 
sounds isolating 
 
F#           F                F#          F 
sometimes I feel this is too good to be true 
F#     F                       F#                F 
I sabotage myself for fear of what my joy could do 
 
F#        F        F#      F 
fear of bliss and fear of joyitude 
F#        F            F#         F 
fear of bigness (and ensuing solitude?)