I was so lost in my pain, fear was melting my brain,
 I was counting the days to insanity, I was afraid to move myself
 Afraid to hurt myself, more than I had until that day
 Everything I believed in, everything I fought for
 Was now underneath my feet and my heart beat
 Was so gone, couldn't be felt by anyone
 So alone it gave me the creeps
 My drugs got me in bed went up to my head And I really don't wanna depend
 So I'll stick to
 
 My friends and my friends and my car and my friends
 My friends and my cards and my car and my friends
 Martini until the end
 Play pool again
 
 Never thought woyuld be like this
 No one told me it would be like this
 I'm amazed I'm amazed with myself
 And my brain and my pain
 And my pain and my veins
 Are delivering it to my health
 My self-confidence was broken while my trust was taken
 And it left me with an empty life and this knife
 Rests on the middle of me bed, I think in all the things shesaid
 Close my eyes and sleep
 All these drugs in my head, it seems I'm already dead
 And I really don't want to depend
 So I'll stick to ...
 
 My friends and my friends and my car and my friends
 My friends and my cards and my car and my friends
 Martini until the end
 Play pool again
 (i can't wait to see you crowl)
 
 Can't smoke anymore can't drink anynmore, still I do it, I do it again
 Lost everything I had, Far from mom, far from dad
 I thank God for my good, good friends
 But where's this God that I mention? Where is He right now?
 As I die as slowly as I can? All my plans, went down the hole
 My life has no goal, and I wonder if this is worth it
 But my friends took my hand
 Helped me to lift myself again
 And that's why I really love
 
 My friends and my friends and my car and my friends
 My friends and my cards and my car and my friends
 Martini until the end
 Play pool again
 
 My friends and my friends and my car and my friends
 My friends and my car and my cards and my friends
 My friends and my friends and my car and my friends
 My friends and my car and my cards and my friends