Dm       Dsus4  Dm         F                 
I try to stop   all these gay thoughts and feelings 
Dm           Dsus4  Dm        F     
I don't know where they come from 
Dm             Dsus4 Dm            F              
Oh all of these gay thoughts  I've had trouble concealing 
Dm     Dsus4 Dm      F    
since I was fairly young  

Bb                       C 
I tell them I love you I don't want to lose you 
     Dm             Dsus Dm Dm Dsus4 Dm 
but they don't mind  
Bb                    C 
I hardly believe me I always deceive me 
Dm               Dsus4  Dm Dm Dsus4 Dm 
time after time  

Dm          Dsus4 Dm    F                     
Part of it's nature    the other part seems darker 
Dm            Dsus4 Dm      F 
Don't know what to blame it on  


Bb                         C 
Try to control my behavior but this is so much harder 
Dm          Dsus4 Dm  
When I'm far away from home 


Bb                       C 
I tell them I love you I don't want to lose you 
     Dm             Dsus Dm Dm Dsus4 Dm 
but they don't mind  
Bb                    C 
I hardly believe me I always deceive me 
Dm               Dsus4  Dm Dm Dsus4 Dm 
time after time  

Dm                  C 
Gay thoughts again, they fill with every drink 
Dm                  C 
Gay thoughts again, consuming everything 
Dm                     C 
Gay thoughts are mine, but they don't feel like me 
Dm                          C 
these thoughts are somebody I don't want to be 


Bb                       C 
I tell them I love you I don't want to lose you 
     Dm             Dsus Dm Dm Dsus4 Dm 
but they don't mind  
Bb                    C 
I hardly believe me I always deceive me 
Dm               Dsus4  Dm Dm Dsus4 Dm 
time after time  


Dm          Dsus4 Dm    F                     
Part of it's nature    the other part seems darker 
Dm            Dsus4 Dm      F   
Don't know what to blame it on  


Bb                         C 
Try to control my behavior but this is so much harder 
Dm          Dsus4 Dm  
When I'm far away from home 

Bb                       C 
I tell them I love you I don't want to lose you 
     Dm             Dsus Dm Dm Dsus4 Dm 
but they don't mind  
Bb                    C 
I hardly believe me I always deceive me 
Dm               Dsus4  Dm Dm Dsus4 Dm 
time after time  

Dm       Dsus4  Dm         F                
I try to stop   all these gay thoughts and feelings 

Dm           Dsus4  Dm        F     
I don't know where they come from 

Dm             Dsus4 Dm            F              
Oh all of these gay thoughts  I've had trouble concealing 
  
Dm     Dsus4 Dm      F    
since I was fairly young  

Bb                       C 
I tell them I love you I don't want to lose you 
     Dm             Dsus Dm Dm Dsus4 Dm 
but they don't mind  
Bb                    C 
I hardly believe me I always deceive me 
Dm               Dsus4  Dm Dm Dsus4 Dm 
time after time