[Verso 1]

Em                     G 
I was just a kid but I learned much too fast 
C                                   Am 
Found the internet way too young, a scar that would last 
Em                                   G 
And you know I hate thinking someone else did this to me 
      C                       Am 
But I had all the resources because of your enabling 
     Em                     G 
And sometimes I wonder if I didn't hurt so bad 
      C                            Am 
Would I have been more loveable to my mom and my dad 
Em                        G 
If I went back in time to see six year old me 
Bsus2                                         Bsus2 
I'd say the shit does not get better, this is who you're meant to be 


[Refrão]

G                                  Bsus2 
And i'm a monster so you say, and I do this all on purpose 
         Em                               C 
Anyway I need to feel this pain, so I can try to crawl away when you say my name 
G 
  Hold me down and scrеam at me 
    Bsus2 
Said this is where I dеserve to be 
   Em 
So keep pretending you love me 
           C                                         G 
And i'll believe you although you never show it to me 


[Verso 2]

Em                                 G 
"Wow you're such a quiet kid" they all would say to me 
C                              Am 
Don't call me an old soul when i'm just unhappy 
    Em                            G 
You treated me like an adult when I was still so young 
    C                                      Am 
You ask what you did wrong but you fucking knew it all along 
  Em                        G 
I know that I was difficult or that's how you felt 
          C                              Am 
But I was told that I was selfish when I needed fucking help 
    Em                           G 
I remember when I lied to you, I ran away and hid 
        C                             Am 
But you didn't have to hurt me, I was just a little kid 
      Bsus2                           Bsus2 
I was just a little kid, and know i'm still a little kid 


[Refrão]

G                                  Bsus2 
And i'm a monster so you say, and I do this all on purpose 
         Em                               C 
Anyway I need to feel this pain, so I can try to crawl away when you say my name 
G 
  Hold me down and scrеam at me 
    Bsus2 
Said this is where I dеserve to be 
   Em 
So keep pretending you love me 
     C 
I'll believe you, i'll believe you 
G                                  Bsus2 
And i'm a monster so you say, and I do this all on purpose 
         Em                               C 
Anyway I need to feel this pain, so I can try to crawl away when you say my name 
G 
  Hold me down and scrеam at me 
    Bsus2 
Said this is where I dеserve to be 
   Em 
So keep pretending you love me 
           C                                     G 
And i'll believe you although you never show it to me