C                 Am 
I don't know what I'm doin' 
C                 Am    
I don't know what I've done 
C                 Am 
I don't know what I'm thinkin' 

C           Am 
But I wanna have fun 
F                     G 
I wanna get fucked up til the hurt goes away 
F                           G 
But I always feel like shit when I wake up the next day 
F                        G 
Maybe I'll stay home and get on my knees and pray 
F                        G 
But it always seems like God has nothin' to say 

C        Am 
I wonder why 
C        Am 
I wonder why 
C        Am 
I wonder why 
C        Am 
I wonder why 

C                Am    C            Am 
Why do I feel so guilty for bein' myself 
C                    Am 
Why did she have to leave me 
C           Am 
And go fuck someone else 

F                       G 
I cleaned up my act and I done it alone 
F                            G 
I always look for signs that she's comin' home 
F                              G 
Can I change my fate or is the future in stone 
F                           G 
Seems like all I ever do is cry and moan 

C       Am 
I wanna die 
C       Am 
I wanna die 
C       Am 
I wanna die 
C       Am 
I wanna die 

G                  F                    C 
I don't know what life may have in store 
G                                      
I should just shut my mouth and be thankful 
F                     C 
But I always want more 
Am                                   F 
Do I hope and have faith and make it through the night 
Am                              F 
Do I lay in bed all day or do I get up and fight 
Am                                    F                   G   
Wakin' up without my family well it just ain't right to me 

( C  Am ) 

C              Am 
It ain't right to me 
C                     Am 
It ain't the way it's supposed to be 
C                 Am    
Baby why can't you see 

( C  Am  C  Am ) 
( C  Am  C  Am ) 

C             Am 
Sweet angel I loved you 
C             Am 
All my fuckin life 
C                  Am 
I thought we'd grow old 
C               Am 
With you as my wife 

F                      C 
I can't even remember why you had to go 
F                              C 
I wish I could see inside you but I'll never know 
F                                   G 
You ain't giving second chances to allow us to grow 
F                               G 
I guess my only choice is to go with the flow 

C       Am 
And say goodbye 
C       Am 
And say goodbye 
C       Am 
And say goodbye 
C       Am 
So goodbye 

C         Am 
I wonder why 
C         Am 
I wonder why 
C         Am 
I wonder why 
C         Am 
I wonder why 

C         Am 
I wanna die 
C         Am 
I wanna die 
C         Am 
I wanna die 
C         Am  C 
I wanna die