[Intro ]
C#m 

then 
F#m G#m E B/D#  x2 

then 
E 


verse 1 
F#m 
   I won't forget the day that 
F#m         E 
that I came to And I started 
    E                 F#m 
thinking that there's more 
                       F#m 
Than just perfect prom queens 
            E 
and silver spoons And all I 
        E 
ever wanted was someone 


Refrain 1 
F#m         E 
To Knock me back to 
    A          E 
the bliss of ignorance 
        F#m 
Because I feel like 
E            A 
running head first 
     E 
into traffic 


Chorus 1 
    F#m G#m A 
And so  I'm here to 
E  B/D#     F#m 
say    That thoughts 
G#m A        E   B/D# 
in  bed with pain 


verse 2 
F#m 
   I won't forget the day 
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that   that I found God 
In a kitchen knife 
E             F#m 
now and on my arm 
So paint the pale white 
      F#m 
floor with with my red 
E 
life And tell myself this 
     E 
pain is the pain I 


Refrain 2 
F#m       E 
Love As I swallow the 
A           E 
pills of happiness 
    F#m 
And you watch me 
E             A 
fall like New York 
      E 
in an earthquake 


Chorus 2 
    F#m G#m A 
And so  I'm here to 
E  B/D#     F#m 
say    That thoughts 
G#m A        E   B/D# 
in  bed with pain 


Instrumental 
A E A E F#m G#m 


Bridge 
   C#m             A 
I stand outside my pretty house 
  E 
I light a match to start the fire 
  C#m              A 
I call the cops to let them know 
     E                 C#m 
It's 22 Walthery Ave I thought 
  A      E      C#m       A      E 
I wanted this I thought I wanted this 


Chorus 3 
            C#m        A 
I'm here to say I said I 
      E            F#m G#m 
wanted some more attention 
C#m          A       E 
   I thought I wanted a story 
F#m G#m C#m             A 
ending  I love the pain I hate 
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the pain I just give in 
C#m             A              E F#m G#m 
I love the pain I hate the pain 


Chorus 4/Outro 
  C#m            A 
I think that the truth is I'm 
 E    F#m G#m C#m            A 
scared    I   think that I'm just 
          E   B/D#  C#m 
scared to live    I think that 
    A             E    F#m G#m 
the truth is I'm scared 
  C#m            A 
I think that the truth is 
    E          B/D#   C#m A E E 
I'm everything that I hate