Last Letter

[Verso 1]
 
Am              G               F               Fmaj7 
I put the barrel to my head and send a text to my mother, 
Am              G 
I'd be better off dead (Bang). 
F               Fmaj7 
The message' said, 
      Am       G     F       Fmaj7 
Reggie text me back saying that's some nonsense. 
Am      G 
I hit her back, 
F               Fmaj7 
Mama, I think that I've fucking lost it. 
Am                  G         F       Fmaj7 
Got some pills in my system and some liquor down my throat. 
Am        G               F               Fmaj7 
I'm not playing the victim, I hate being on my road. 
Am              G               F       Fmaj7 
She trying call me now but I won't answer my phone. 
    Am              G       F               Fmaj7 
Sweat going down my head, losing feeling in my toes. 
Am                   G          F       Fmaj7 
Hand shaking from my nerves but I won't drop that gun. 
Am              G               F               Fmaj7 
Time to take my fucking life, I swear to got that I'm done. 
Am                      G 
Hand slippd and it hit answered the phon. 
F                               Fmaj7 
I can hear her saying; "Please! Parker don't go!" 
Am              G               F               Fmaj7 
Not your time to fucking leave, it's time to take a breath. 
Am      G 
Parker just breathe. 
        F               Fmaj7 
Five minutes away, can you please wait for me? 
Am              G               F       Fmaj7 
My mouth's so numb, I can't say no words to her. 
Am                  G    F         Fmaj7 
It hurts even more because I know my worth to her. 
Am              G 
I know I'm selfish for deserting her, 
                F                       Fmaj7 
But I can't tell if it's worse for her, or if it's worse for me. 
Am                     G            F               Fmaj7 
I take them to the forest, let them fucking search for me. 
     Am            G 
Got my shoes tied, dirty Nike's on my feet. 
                F                       Fmaj7 
Pills are finally kicking in, I can barely even see. 
Am         G               F       Fmaj7 
I opened up that door, my problems started to flee, 
Am          G           F           Fmaj7 
Cause' the pain that started this will be over for me. 
Am      G       F       Fmaj7 
I hope it will be over for me. 
 


[Refrão]
 
Am              G 
I've been feeling lonely lately. 
F       Fmaj7 
What if I go? 
Am           G 
Will I find peace for me? Maybe. 
F               Fmaj7 
Last letter that I wrote. 
Am      G       F       Fmaj7 
Last letter that I wrote. 
 


[Verso 2]
 
Am             G       F      Fmaj7 
Walking along the train tracks alone again. 
Am                 G 
Got my girl on the phone again. 
                F                       Fmaj7 
This shit you can't take back, now I'm losing hope again. 
Am           G               F               Fmaj7 
memories that play back, I just don't know how to cope with them. 
Am                      G               F               Fmaj7 
Tell her that I'm tryna' keep my head up but I'm fed up and- 
Am              G               F               Fmaj7 
I can hear the voice inside that tells me to get up and- 
Am                 G               F       Fmaj7 
'cause of her, that I'm tryna' hold it together. 
Am                 G               F               Fmaj7 
My body folding as I'm holding this phone and writing my final letter. 
        Am              G 
Now she's crying and screaming tryna' believe it. 
F               Fmaj7 
I feel like I'm dying, I'm leaving. 
Am              G               F               Fmaj7 
My knuckles hurt from all the punching, I've been fighting my demons. 
Am                       G           F               Fmaj7 
Now she's running like she's never done, trying to breathe and- 
Am             G 
No rush babe, it's something that I'm done with. 
        F                       Fmaj7 
I've thought about this many times, how I'm fucking nothing 
Am              G 
And I don't see no love and, I look around- 
                F                               Fmaj7 
I look around for something to remind me to stick around in life, but I see no signs so fuck it. 
Am      G 
(Fuck it, fuck it) 
Am              G 
Now she's tryna' talk me out of it. 
F       Fmaj7 
Screaming, calm down, 
Am           G 
There's other ways to go about it. 
                F               Fmaj7 
"Sorry, I didn't believe you", why would I ever doubt it? 
Am              G               F       Fmaj7 
"I'm coming over now," like her presence would ever stop it, 
Fmaj7 
Nah. 
Am         G 
Sitting in my hoodie, 
F               Fmaj7 
Sweat is pouring and I'm nervous, 
        Am              G               F               Fmaj7 
Think of what I could be if everything was more perfect. 
Am                   G         F               Fmaj7 
Should I take the leap of faith? There's no reason why I shouldn't. 
Am              G               F               Fmaj7 
When this world, I see and believe in what I couldn't. 
 

Outro 
Am              G 
Damn, we almost didn't put through. 
        F                       Fmaj7 
And if we didn't me and Parker wouldn't be talking to you. 
        Am              G               F       Fmaj7 
For all of you who come from broken hearts and broken homes, 
Am                   G               F               Fmaj7 
Know that you're not lost, just cause you're a broken soul.